Day 1- imagine this time I don't quit!

This is me, day 1, again, for the 700th time. Weight, a battle I've had my whole life, dropped 7 stone and been happier than ever and gained nearly all of it back again and more uncomfortable than ever in my own skin. Contemplating every weight loss aid such as mounjaro, gastric sleeve, you name it! And then i think, what about this time i just stick to it!? No shortcuts, no bailing because it got hard, or i had a bad/good day. Just knuckle down and get on with it and see myself on the other side!? Make this diary so i am accountable and have somewhere to write down how its going and rant out the bad days. Or remind myself of the good ones! I just cant help but wonder, what if this time i dont bail on myself....